I have been unfortunate enough to encounter many bad people over the last years. Oh, I wouldn’t specifically point them out, but may I point to name starting with L?
For the longest time, I believed people are squared in the middle. It turns out I am merely squared in my head. I had tried to play on the field using my fantastical rules.
It didn’t turn out great.
Fortunately, I have been blessed enough to meet some truly extraordinary people. Of highest mention, is my dear Trisha. In the time, when my problems were radiating, no one would deal with me. She is the sole person that would. And I have the utmost admiration, respect, love, and sheer joy forever-more to that reason.
Still on my back up, a comeback, you can call it. My plans to achieve happiness and satisfaction have been altered so tremendously in the last few years, that it had became a completely new plan altogether.
No longer am I the strong-headed kid who wanted to become a computer GUI designer. No longer am I the person who once wanted to go into the law and health fields.
The kid’s mind in me exists still, alive, as a heart nowadays. I’m starting to pay attention to how my heart directs my life. Yes, it’s not as easy. But, I learn that following your kid’s ambitions can fulfill child fantasies, in ways I had never imagined. A person’s heart is the core of the innocent, unhindered child’s ambitions and drive.
It seems the light of this world is a bit hard to find, as it is often overshadowed by bigger, darker clouds. When you do find the light, by golly, that warmth will very much overcome the disparity of the past.